I have been going through a long period of changes lately, understanding myself better and learning new things, healing from inside and forgiving myself and other for holding to feelings no longer should be there... But the process has not been easy, it is well said that when a big change is about to come your life could enter a big chaos because if it is for better you will be teased and pushed from the darkness to not to do it.
I guess it has been a difficult time but here I am doing and writing about what I am very passionate about too, I know I should be doing more interaction and maybe doing more charity events but I think a blog could help a lot of people to understand themselves better and who knows maybe make a big change in their lives too, like other have done to me and which I hope with all my hear there are A LOT OF people reading at least what I am posting.
The past weeks I started a course called "Course of Miracles" the most interesting thing is that my mom used to do it years ago when I was a teenager and I remember having people on my house doing meditation and commenting on the book, I totally was more into my Super nintendo than anything else but more than a decade after here I am studying what it has been around me since years ago. No surprise because it is amazing how it all takes its time to come to your life in the exact right time.
I have always wondered why many times I am so busy thinking on the past and I do not enjoy the present and then I seem to repeat a pattern than instead of getting better seems to get worst hahaha and I laugh about it because for some reason, a lot of things start to go great for instance and then suddenly not anymore. One day one of my friends took me to this course given by Marianne Williamson which gave me the answer I was needing to hear that day. It helped me to realize a lot of things right away. It was the lesson 194 "I PLACE THE FUTURE IN THE HANDS OF GOD" of the workbook of the COURSE OF MIRACLES, so interesting that caught my attention right away. Basically we all have the same pattern in this life, because for some reason we are taught and injected since we are kids that life should be the way they taught us that we forget to really live the moment and live our own life.
Let me be a bit more specific about it, we are always talking in the present about the past, we are even thinking on the past in this moment, in how our friend hurt us, or how our girlfriend/boyfriend did something to us or the chance we lost by taking certain decisions. We constantly remember many times how sometimes hurt us in the past and we are holding a lot of resent in ourselves and what it is actually happen are a few things:
1. We are programming the past in the present and that is what is becoming again, and again and again our future. We forget that the only REAL moment we have is now, this one, right now, the past is gone!! it does not exist and it does not mean anything else anymore. It happened it cannot be changed and you do not need to bring it on and on in your life. Now is the REAL time you have, the present. The universe is so generous that want us to be happy and gives us what we ask for. WHAT ARE YOU ASKING FOR IN YOUR LIFE IN THIS TIME?
2. We are so worry about the future that we forget to enjoy the moment, you see, once you realize the universe is taking care of everything in your life you do not have to worry and make a chaos about what you going through. Once we have a problem we run to a friend and tell it, we tell to anyone that is around us and we magnify the problem instead of just learning and moving forward, God is so great that created that situation for you with already a solution given, because he wants you to learn and be happy. Careful I am not implying that our problems are given for us to suffer or anything like that, THAT is your choice. WHAT IS YOUR CHOICE TODAY?> what makes you happy? at the end we know God/The Universe is so ginourmous and infinity that there is all we want out there for us and more. So today PLACE THE YOUR FUTURE IN THE HANDS OF GOD. Let him guide you to his perfection and his perfect plan he has already designed for you.
3. We have to learn to forgive and let go and to remember that all that surrounds us is just there as an object, as a material nothing else, we give to every object the meaning and the value that we want, therefore we forget to usually remember that those are things, and things should not be more than merely things. Our past should not be put into those things and their meaning remain as it is a pen is a pen, a book is a book, a sweater is a sweater. We have learned to inject meaning to all the material we have around that we forget to enjoy the real now. The real use of the things. We created 20 000 dollar pens to give us status and presence. When that is given by your ego and the society that surrounds you and of course yourself. A pen is a pen and writes expensive or not expensive. It does not makes us bigger or greater, that is in your mind.
Today think in why you keep incurring into the same situations, you will find that you are programing the past in your present and that your past is becoming your future. So now it is time to let go, forgive, heal and program the present now.
REMEMBER: We decreet everything that happens to us, because the universe just listens what we want, so if you want happiness then ask for it and chose to be happy starting with the little things, God has already a master plan for you, let it be, let it happen, you do not need to write it on a piece of paper to make it happen, it is already in a undeletable file, the task now is to bring it down and make it happen. Ask for the greater and the better!! You deserve it, you are as God created you and you are his son/daughter and all he wants for you is to enjoy and be happy.
Be responsible today for y our actions and what your words and soon you will learn that life is GRANDOR than we imagine.
let the ego go and start working in yourself.
Today, Now, your PRESENT now, it is what matters. Not anymore.
Thank you Sean for taking me to Marianne, and thank you Marianne for guiding me through this process and I have to admit that this Post is made of Marianne s words and a bit of mine too. After all we are here to share.
God Bless.
Light and love to all of us.
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